Blain , I have something very serious to say to u and , it comes from my heart and my own personal experience . I don't know how old u r physically and I don't know how long u have known the Truth . Please consider what I'm about to try to explain to u , as best I can , very seriously .
As a Christian , u r not of this world and yes , God loves all flesh , all of His creation . But we r different , we have a very special relationship with God . Atheists and idolators r not tested by this world . We r . Our entire physical lives r a test of our faith . We must MUST lear to walk by faith and not by the sight of our eyes . What is the sight of our eyes ? These kingdoms of men and all the evils and suffering in them . Our adversary wants us to loose faith in God . This is his mission , his pleasure and his joy . What is the easiest and most effective way he can do that ? Through the sight of our eyes . We believe what we can c . We r affected emotionally by what we can c . Our adversary pays us special attention , we r marked by him for destruction .
Like u so obviously r , I'm a very sensitive person . Sensitive to the suffering of others , people and animals . We r a real prize ! Our adversary wants us so bad ! He uses the pain and suffering that is all around us in these kingdoms of men , that which he knows upsets us , to make us loose faith in God . God and His kindness , His power , His righteousness .
Remember when Jesus wept ? Was he weeping over Lazarus's death ? I don't believe so . I believe that he wept at the sorrow of his friends because Lazarus had died . Lazarus was not suffering , his friends and family were , that is what moved Jesus to tears , the emotional suffering of others .
Suffering , our own and that of others , is a deeply painful thing , this pain can cut deep into our faith if we r not careful . We must accept God's Sovereignty , His Righteousness and , our own suffering and the suffering of others , as part of physical life in these kingdoms of men . Yes ! We can and should pray to God for ourselves and others , we have that privileged through Christ our Sinless High Priest in Heaven and God wants us to . But if we do that we must b patient for and accepting of , the result of our prayers . I am tested every day by the sight of my eyes and I know I'm not the only one . The enemy walks among us as a devouring lion , seeking the weak among us . We must pray that God will give us the strength and determination to stick with Him no matter what our eyes c and our ears hear . U r being tested Blain , don't let the enemy take your most precious gift , cling tighter to your God and TRUST HIM ! Much love to my sensitive brother in Christ .